[CFUD: Backdated again]

[boundbydevotion]

[SO ANYWAY, BACK IN JULY, LINK DECIDED HE WAS IGNORING ALLEN BECAUSE ALLEN IS DUMB. And then it continued for a week mostly because he was awkward and doesn't know how to apologize for getting mad...]

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[boundbydevotion]

I can't address the rest of your feelings about me right now...

[allmadeofstars]

N-no! No! That's—not important! That's not important at all! You keep—assuming that there are . . . things—when there aren't! I just—I just want to be friends. I want you by my side. I selfishly want—. . . that. That's all.

I want to do everything I can to make you happy—I want to see you smile. I want that . . . more than anything right now.

[boundbydevotion]

[. . .]

That is still more than I can deal with at once, Walker. I don't want you to base all of your own happiness on mine.

[allmadeofstars]

[h-huffs]

I didn't say that at all! And you're—saying you want me to be honest, but if I even start, then you . . .

[boundbydevotion]

Then please be more clear. I am aware my response is not always the most ideal but I don't want you to feel as if you can't... just tell me. It is a symptom that you are not secure about my resolve to stay friends.

[allmadeofstars]

It's not—

. . .

It's not that I doubt you . . .

[boundbydevotion]

It's that you are undeserving or any other number if ridiculous reasons?

[allmadeofstars]

S-says the person who thinks he's not good for me!

[boundbydevotion]

[arm cross] I do not think of it as a reflection of my worth whether or not it would be good for you.

[allmadeofstars]

. . . I'm trying.

[boundbydevotion]

In any case, please finish your previous thought. If there is an issue with how I am behaving when you try to be honest I will endeavor to correct it.

[allmadeofstars]

N-no. It's . . . not you.

[boundbydevotion]

I can certainly correct you as well if there is a need.

[allmadeofstars]

[m-makes a . . . face . . .!?]

That's—you don't need to—hey . . .

[boundbydevotion]

What. You have a lot of worrying notions in your head.

[allmadeofstars]

I don't have notions . . .

[boundbydevotion]

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

Stop . . . looking at me like hat. Stop treating me like—

[rubs her face with both hands]

[boundbydevotion]

Like?

[allmadeofstars]

. . . like I'm . . . broken.

[boundbydevotion]

Then who will make you face it? Haven't you already admitted to having unhealthy attitudes?

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

But—

[boundbydevotion]

. . . You've lost your direction since coming here. You've become weaker and more unreliable because of friends who have left, even though you still have a home and friends you need to return to someday.

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

[eyes widening]

[boundbydevotion]

I can't be comfortable knowing you'll fall apart if left alone. Or do you intend to stay with the Noah, having escaped the Order?