[CFUD: Backdated again]

[boundbydevotion]

[SO ANYWAY, BACK IN JULY, LINK DECIDED HE WAS IGNORING ALLEN BECAUSE ALLEN IS DUMB. And then it continued for a week mostly because he was awkward and doesn't know how to apologize for getting mad...]

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[boundbydevotion]

[Well I guess that makes two of us. F-flinch.]

[allmadeofstars]

I'm sorry—I'm sorry, I didn't—I'm sorry—

[boundbydevotion]

Stop, Walker!

[allmadeofstars]

. . .



[shuts up]

[boundbydevotion]

I don't want everything--just... I'm not who you should be expending that sort of energy on.

[allmadeofstars]

You're—no, that's—

. . . who else?!

[boundbydevotion]

The fact that I am your only choice makes it an issue!

[allmadeofstars]

[. . . voice kind of shaky]

It's not like you're some sort of last resort, Link. It's not . . . that you're the only one that's stayed with me.

[boundbydevotion]

With... our situation, I can't imagine there is any healthy reason.

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

Is that what—is that what you think?

[boundbydevotion]

. . . You're not in a healthy situation, Allen Walker. As is quite apparent.

[allmadeofstars]

I . . . I haven't ever been healthy, Link.

[boundbydevotion]

That doesn't mean you shouldn't move toward healthier attitudes--! Besides that, we don't... know what my status is at home.

[allmadeofstars]

[a little fiercely]

That doesn't matter! That's—that isn't anything that should keep you from living life to the fullest here, and doing what you want! If you really—if you really are dead, then that only makes me want to be with you more.

[boundbydevotion]

[//////////// RED?!?!]

Aren't you hurt enough without adding this to everything??

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

What's this, though? . . . Link.

[boundbydevotion]

Wanting-- ...Investing all your feelings in me.

[allmadeofstars]

. . . haha.

I have a lot of feelings. You can't control that sort of thing, you know.

[boundbydevotion]

[And now I am going to remember that I just kissed you and SOB!! JUST!!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?? Turning and just... idk, turning and clutching this wall... very tempted to hit his head against it]

[allmadeofstars]

H-hey—! Stop that, turn around—

[boundbydevotion]

I... Walker, while I vastly prefer it when you are honest and direct with me I don't... I can't.. this is something I warned you against before!

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

[stepping up behind him]

Can't and won't and don't want to are really different.

[boundbydevotion]

[\o/?!dkshdfssf]

You are important to me, Walker but not in... I'm still concerned that it won't be any good for you.

[allmadeofstars]

. . . not in that way, Link? Say it.

[boundbydevotion]

I don't..know in what way. Just that your responses to me are worrying.